Abstract:
I cannot believe the twists and turns my once vibrant, happy life has taken over the last few years. Psychiatrists will tell you, the reality that sets in after you've lived in denial for so long is quite earthshattering. Denial for me was living an existence based upon doing everything I could do to keep my marriage alive.

The fact of the matter is the book=s title is based equally on the legal process and how I regard the last few years of my marriage... since my ex-wife was having an affair for at least eighteen months before we split-up.