A planet of aftermath dec29/12 Consider this phantom pain, travellin' up to meet your brain. You'll remember the ouch one day, and you'll remember me. Maybe not but i keep prayin' in vain you find out why im not sorry. Im not rotten dead center, im not vacant upstairs. We are blue stars in our last moments before turning supernova.
Skipping dinner nov22/06 Her lips are moving slow. Friendship is a contract we havent made yet. About two hundred dollars later , the liquor will be gone and i'll be more than sidetracked. Come with me, get ship wrecked. Lips are moving good behavior gently out the door. Its to bad i cant here a thing shes saying. From car to bed to floor, we're skipping dinner.
Perforating diamond dec12/11 Cant drive. Sun has long since set. Tap out? You can only wish. Im tired of this town making me sick . These shadows are committed. Im on the other end of that line you crossed. Im not looking back , you're still not looking up. Hold those tears back now, or i wont get away. We both know your mascara runs faster than me. No warning, fork tongued and flickering. Well thats what serpants do and thats how martyrs choose. You out of anyone, out of anyone you. Ingredients mixed wrong. Raw aug25/12 Im biting my lower lip to match the theme tonight. Pressures building up inside, these spirals are southern bound. What happens if i kick the door in? Will i be found out? Lately i've been bouncing off the ropes with a venom in the back of my eyes,saying i will not tap out, drinking bottles of doubt to see myself along. Ive given you all the continues you'll ever need and still you need one more. Dont waste this one, i've already trusted you raw. Saying nothing sep16/09 Better break the rules this time kid, cause im chain sawing life to pieces with a smile and i cant stop it. Gears grind away beside memory. Guess you're nothing special and i am something else. As sharp as you are you cant sever what i hold onto now. No its not faith but it keeps me strong and sane. Better keep it vague, as the years move along some one might pick up on what i've left behind Falling out of frame mar9/09
I remember the sound of exhaustion you made, when you caught me drowning my dreams in the lake. "This is an incovenient time to break down", you'd say.With that look on your face, it was so vivid. There you caught me falling out of mind and frame.
Now that you mentioned it. oc30/12
I wish i knew what to say. I cant beat your pin hole, polarized, magnified, steriotype look on life. I cant compete with that. You're everything spells bad all the time, and i still see some light. Its all axes and knives in your court. Mines full of a patient fire. You wont effect me being so cold. I deflect ego force of habit. That pill wont save you. Ive told you this for the last time today, "you disappoint me something fierce, but i'll let it go i guess. Whats the worth of words when you're just wasting your breath."
Origin jun6/12
I use to live in hell. I've traded it all for a reservation. I've been spitting out devils. Im cleaning up my polluted shadow. Ejecting this horror movie, alien within. This is my year one, this is my origin. Since sushi and key boards oct6/08 Now that you're awake, i've misbehaved like each night does running away. Since sushi and key boards i feel alive, gazing into eyes that have killed my mirages. If we were these magnets , i'd fight through electrical storms to find yours. I'll be here when life hurts to refill your energy.
Smile nova nov1/12
Subliminal meaning , lit up, made obvious. I want what you have off. Theres a green light above me. Im surgically removed from space. Bite my lip, i think im high. Smile nova, we are only a window away. Its alright, heres to secrets and birthmarks. We are only as bold as our sins. I hope you shine on till yours stop. God bless you life saver.
Trippin' nov5/12
I've sat here watching. They were full once, swaying and green. Colors taste decay, i cant taste anything. This dirty gold has no worth now. So long beautiful, hibernate, go press pause on mine. Its mind numbing, so long baby. We were something out of the mystery channel. Always living on seperate worlds. Mine was full of questions and make believe, with just a sample of you cause you were always just leaving.
Sundays doorway nov4/12
Dedicate yourself as a whole to one thing. Keep your chin up for always. The worst is yet to come, the end of your days. So dont be so quick to judge, or you might find that you were let go.Oh but i think im dying tonight. I fought through all of these tears from all of my fears and all these years were for you. You were never patient with me, there was nothing i could do. Am i faithless now father? Unleash the fearless within me cause all of my soul is dying tonight and you are the only one who notices. All of my time was spent poorly and you are the only one who knows.
Bishop takes pawn nov8/12 Stratagem concluded? I thought we were done polluting each others ears. Then we'll settle this now, you've got no comprehension of what you've done. So im forced to paint a picture with colors you hate just to prove a point i've already made.Matriculate if you can, take this all in. You've forced my hand to become a weapon. I was just going to shake yours and walk away. I was almost out the door. Now one of us is going no where fast.
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